My Horny Origin Story

Updated: Feb 2

I know the name of this blog entry is already making your pants tight BUT that's not the point. This story is about my personal view on my body and sex as I grew up, so It'll probably end up being a turn off... Especially since the story starts at my Grandparents house... Some of my favorite childhood memories include playing games like tag and hide and go seek. On weekends my sister and I spent time with our cousins at my Grandparents house. My Dutch grandfather; Hank was quite the handyman and in their basement he had his own workshop. Now, the kids weren't allowed in the workshop but we did spend hundreds of hours in that basement playing TMNT on the N64. As I got a little older, I remember doing some wood working projects for school and I FINALLY got access into Hank's workshop. The forbidden workshop. Boy was I excited. I remember using the scroll saw to cut out little shapes from plywood but it was hard to not be distracted because the walls of his workshop were covered in photos of naked ladies!! From Playboy to Penthouse, it was my first real look at explicit content and I didn't really know what to think. From then on I was obsessed with sneaking into his workshop whenever I got the chance, to peek at some more of these images. They were literally everywhere! It's like he wallpapered the entire room with tits and ass. The workshop became my favorite place to be when we played hide and go seek with our cousins; mostly because none of the other kids dared step foot in there and I could look at these photos without being bothered. I was the oldest, they never questioned me. I wasn't going in there to masturbate. There was nothing sexual about my experience; other than the fact that these were sexual photos. I was more so fascinated with how different all the women looked AND how beautiful they were. It was really the first time I got to see other women naked; something that wasn't my awkward prepubescent body. I wish I had a photo of that workshop; but at the same time it's forever burned into my mind. Right down to the incomplete linoleum flooring and bubbling water dispenser. Little did I know that those images would have such a profound influence on me later on in life. Sex wasn't a "hot topic" in the household I grew up in and if I did had conversions about it with my parents; I don't remember them. My sexual knowledge (or lack of) came from the ONE Sex Ed class I took in high school and whatever was being spoken about amongst the other girls my age. I was not a sexual being; I never masturbated as a teenager and that was all good for me. I was busy with other stuff. At the time, I was a young professional tennis player and I loved to be at home on the computer playing The Sims whenever I got the chance. I lost my virginity in high school (like most of us, I assume) but the experience didn't awaken any crazy sexual urges. It just was what it was. I don't think I actually started enjoying sex or masturbation until my mid to late 20's. I know, I'm old now, shhh... However what I did enjoy... was taking photos of myself!! My boobs filled out a little bit and I had a very fit body from all the tennis I was playing but I still didn't see myself as something attractive or sexual. The photos I took of myself were IN NO WAY similar to the ones that were all over Hank's workshop. Not by a long shot. I was clothed; usually dressing in costumes but looking back I can confidently say that this is absolutely where it all started. Here are some of the first "creative" photos I took of myself: *hard cringe*


I know... They're TERRIBLE! But we all start somewhere, right? At this point in my life I was doing live streaming online (the kids these days call it twitch) and I was heading towards becoming a full time online creator. I was still a teenager! I left that all behind to pursue a career in radio, which ended up being great for the most part. For 10 years I had to rely on my personality through the radio to build my audience and I never really worried too much about doing creative photo shoots or showing myself off, but I also never really had a lot of self confidence in my physical appearance. I didn't LOVE or APPRECIATE my body the same way I do now. I didn't necessarily hate the way I looked but we all have some things we don't like about ourselves. My biggest issues with my body were my thick thighs and crooked teeth. Those were the things I always fixated on. These days I LOVE my thighs and I actually got my teeth fixed about 3 years ago which was the biggest confidence booster ever. I no longer try to hide my teeth when I smile. After I was let go from radio I found a passion for creative photography again but this time around I'm a much more sexual being. I hit my peak in my mid 20's and have been riding that horny wave ever since. I love the art of seduction, the curves of a body, and SEX! I would still call my sex life very vanilla but I'm not shy and awkward about it with my partner anymore. I enjoy keeping those intimate aspects with my partner private but at the same time I LOVE making sexual content. Its fun to explore different fetishes and kinks especially in a space that I'm most comfortable with: audio! I'm not a streamer, I don't like being on video. I will never make visual porn; you'll never see my gaping asshole or pussy on display BUT you can absolutely listen to some of my fantasies and hear my juicy pussy through my erotic audio files along with my tasteful topless photography!! Its taken a while for me to figure out what kind of content I like making online, but here I am! We can partially thank radio for making me comfortable enough to share erotic experiences behind a mic; and my grandfather's interior design choices for my inspiration behind creating stunning nude images. -BB


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